Ch-ch-ch-changes
So, stuff that's been happening...I just did a voiceover recording session for a video here at work. I need to find a voice coach (for both voiceover and to train my wild (Mets-era Nolan...
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Life has been picking up nicely for me here in NYC. Unfortunately, I haven't had much time for motorcycling lately, due to frequent weekend commitments. In fact, other than a shakedown ride earlier in...
View ArticleHelplessly Helpful
I had an interesting dream last night. Interesting to me, at least, because of what it says about me psychologically.I was walking down the hill that leads towards my grandmother's apartment building....
View ArticleThere's no one else more worth living for
Reminder: Live for yourself.Make decisions based on what's right for you.Ask yourself: "What do I want?"All things for me to keep in mind.It's not a question of being a nice guy vs. being an asshole....
View ArticleWhat you want
This video reminded me of a dream I had last night. I played the video because of the audio, specifically the lyrics, prompted by the sudden re-emergence of this song in my head despite the fact that I...
View ArticleHe ain't a heavy breather, he's my brother
I finally got the results from my sleep study back, and on a scale of "mild, moderate, severe," I have moderate sleep apnea.And wow. Just wow. Talk about life-changing."All those wasted years... all...
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One thing about spam comments is that they often send me back to old entries. (ex.)
View ArticleI know it's dumb to say...
When it's all over and the dust has settled, I will have more friends than anyone.But I'll still be alone. Go figure.Recently, I said to a friend that I was trying to push myself outside the comfort...
View ArticleMatricks
I think the whole "humans vs. machines" things in the Matrix was just a red herring. Or, at least, symbolized something else.Neo is able to perceive the 'source code' and change it. And what's the...
View Article"Sweet dreams... you bastard."
I got my CPAP machine yesterday, to treat my sleep apnea. It's weird sleeping with a mask on. And any time I opened my mouth, the positive pressure forces air out and wakes me up (turns out I do indeed...
View ArticleRight to the heart of the matter, right to the beautiful part
So after about 2 weeks, I've started getting used to the CPAP. I'm sleeping through the night now, for the most part. And yes, I have a lot more energy and focus. I've also been concentrating on my...
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I think I somehow keep forgetting to mention I had my public beatboxing debut a couple of weeks ago. An entire hour of beatboxing (plus warm-ups!) is exhausting. And I went through at least 2L of...
View ArticleLessons
I will never have a successful relationship until I learn to let go of responsibility for the other person's happiness.
View Articleis what I need
It's takenmesooooo longto getwhere IbeeeeelongPretty much this. I am starting to feel like I have really come into myself (minds out of the gutter). I'm really where I belong: geographically, mentally,...
View ArticleThe Author as Dreaming Mind
Man, I feel bad when I have nothing to write. Journal-wise or fiction-wise or non-fiction-wise (I also have a nerd dating blog that I set up and promptly failed to write in; the few dates I've had...
View ArticleArticle 7
Seems like the only time I have for introspection these days is while I'm asleep. Last night, I dreamt that I had a prom or something. Bought a brand new, sparkling white silk suit. Message!The scene...
View ArticleRunnin'
Every time that I want to shrivel up and hide from life, I have to remind myself: this is what your father would have done. Running away from responsibility.I'm tougher than that. I can take it on the...
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